a house. a room. regret. and you

~excerpts~

i. There are forgotten pasts in me whose corpse chokes my throat till my mouth tastes of iron and ash. My bones feel hollow without you breathing your name down my spine. How do you let go of someone who refuses to leave?

ii. The women in my house learnt to bury their graves with their fidelity. They smell of death and misery.

iii. There are pieces in me of the people I've loved and lost. I can only find them in my dreams now as I look for excuses to think about them a little more, to steal dainty moments with them. I wonder if they dream of me too; if I became the muse to their poetry or the afflatus to their songs. 

iv.  On days like these when the sun refuses to shine and the cold feeds on your miseries, I hope there are people, and cities and nights that make you fall in love with life again

v. I sit with a heavy heart brimming with regrets and a mind dripping in memories. Look how we've grown old friend. Are you still there? Will you still listen when I tell you about my heartbreaks and miseries? Will you still care? I still wait for you as I hold you dear in the darkest corners of my heart.

- Arshia :)


Comments

  1. Areem7 October 2022 at 09:28

    Never stop writing about women.
    I love it.

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